Yeah I was thinking the same thing, that Piper was much more chill and likeable this season. I won't say anything about anything until you're done!! Man, I just [i]inhaled[/i] the second season, I really should have spread it out more ahaha. 

Wow you guys danced there?? That must have been so cool! When was that?

Nice, go for it girl x) What is it that you're going to do this summer? Did I already mention my brother's wilderness trip he's going on this summer? He'll be out mountain climbing and kayaking for a whole month with a group that's organized through this company called NOLs. He'll actually turn 18 while he's on the trip. He's really stoked to take pictures during his trip with this water proof camera I bought him x) I think I might do the trip next summer if I can! The most rebellious thing I did in high school huh? Hmm, well there are somethings, like being [i]intimate[/i] with another girl, that some people might consider rebellious lol, but isn't really x) Idk, I drank, but it wasn't a big deal. I never smoked pot or did anything like, destructive X) Oh, I know, haha xD I got a tattoo secretly after my parents were like yeah no, don't do that. They know now and I didn't get in trouble so I don't know if it counts as rebellious or not heh. I got it when I turned 20. It's small, just black ink, a lotus mandala design. What about you? What's the most rebellious thing you did or plan to do? >D 

Haha, I definitely get that, being wary of people genuinely liking you and thinking hmm, why do they [i]really[/i] want to invite me to do this thing? x) It's true that we're all pretty selfish, and when someone who you consider a loved one does something hurtful, even small scale, it can make you wary of other people in the future. I think that's why all those cliche sayings about "loving yourself first" exist though. If you're unsatisfied with yourself or you don't like yourself, it might manifest into some unconscious doubts about whether you're a lovable person. If you don't think highly of yourself, you won't think other people do either. Definitely not saying that all people who are wary of other people's affections are self hating though!! But it could be a little part of it. It's probably a mix of a bunch of things, including dealing with assholes in the past xD I'm right there with you, it seems like I need constant reassurance that the people around me do in fact like me around and aren't just putting up with me. The worst thing is when I try to anticipate them getting bored of me and so I cut them off first. That is really not good. I do think that having good friends and being around good people is healing though! That and taking time for yourself too. 

Well so far all the Canadians I've talked to have been fucking great xD Am I getting a skewed sample?? Speaking of Canadian stereotypes, do you watch hockey? Did you watch the Stanley Cup Finals? I've been watching World Cup Soccer the past couple days non stop pretty much x) 

That the sweetest, cutest thing ever!! xD I'm so happy for you! Sounds like it's going great. Having a constant text conversation with someone you're crushing on, staying up late to get their reply, it's so exciting x) 

But at least you're almost done! Best of luck on your final :* Oh that's pretty sweet, getting to do a dance with your best friend! What's the routine like?