[quote=Krinos Solstice]
Boy, I know that tune all to well. Stay strong, Gabby, you'll eventually find that light to happiness. Took me a very long time to find my happiness, and now I see it. So there is hope, just gotta have faith!
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Thanks, Krinos.. really means a lot. I'm just hoping that time comes a bit sooner than later, then I catch myself fearing if I try expecting it it wont come.. and if I start to not expect it, it's gonna come bite me in the ass like HEY BIIISSSSHHH! HAPPINESS RIGHT HERE!... >> so idk.. there's a lot of internal battle going on atm..trying to find a little light in this dark hole I've found myself in O.o