Kalinda flinched, going to the ground with him when he collapsed to the ground. "My mum would say to do what needed to be done" That seemed like such a heartless statement that she winced. She swallowed, and wrapped her arms around him. "you're not going to lose me" She said softly, "never" she swallowed, "I'll try and sleep" She said, "But I can only try" She added, not wanting to promise anything, and she hugged him. "I'm sorry. I just want everything to be okay" She sighed, and leaned back, on one of the sleeping beds, trying not to show that she was scared, that she didn't want to close her eyes.