I don't like making excuses for myself, but! Unfortunately I have bad news for my absence reasoning, the baby took a turn for the worse over the weekend, her lungs are not completely developed and has been struggling with breathing and keeping down food. So she was transferred to another hospital unit that is an hour or so from where we live - which isn't too bad. But I was with my brother and them all weekend, some freakin' holiday, and I just came back this morning. I've been slacking off with my posts because of it but, I'm sure everyone here understands, so I'll post sometime tonight. With the situation at hand though, I'll inform you guys if I'm going to be away for a while, the next few months are going to be busy with my cousin's wedding, holidays, my own preparations for school [finally] and so on and so forth with my niece since some [i]family[/i] are being entirely... well, every vulgar word and description I can imagine. Long story short, I am still here!