Cassandra narrowed her eyes. She didn't like being told that she couldn't do something, especially when she wanted to do it. "And what, carrying my sword around like an idiot and never draw it? I have the skills, even if I don't have the instincts yet" She said "You seem to think I should do the doctor meister first, but I can't just leave my sword in my room. I have to keep it near me. Would you leave your swords laying about? No, I didn't think so" She said, looking to her blade as if to assure herself that it was still there. She sighed, looking over to the photo of her mother and, for all intents and purposes, her father. 

Her voice changed as she spoke, becoming determined and strong, "I will become a knight, and I will become a doctor. I will learn control, and I will be able to fight and protect those I care about. I will do it" She fell silent, before rising, grabbing clothes to sleep in, "You can go Hax. We will be fine" She headed to the bathroom, showered and changed, before heading back into the room, and crawling into bed with her book, wondering how Kiddo and Ren were doing, and if they were okay. She should have gone with them. it would ahve been better then this, surely.