The cluster-fucking will die down once we get out of this act, I promise. The CTF was a bit of a stretch we decided to try out, and given how it is providing some complications, something like that likely won't happen again. If anything, I encourage you to stop for now, wait until the next act, and feel it out from there and see if leaving is something you still want to do.

I'm sorry that it's a little too much for you right now.