No, it was sweet. And I'm not serious. I like living too much to die. I just feel like my family is too wrapped up in their own problems to care about me right now. ADHD makes it very difficult to keep up with everything. Bureaucratic stuff, meetings, keeping up with the daily issues, that's the kind of thing that's the most difficult for me. Yeah, exactly. I didn't mean to use the word "cure." It was accidental. As I've stated, I know that there isn't a solution where you can say, "I'm cured." I just mistyped. I'd rather talk over PM for now. It's often easier for me to organize my thoughts when typing than when speaking. And I'd rather keep this more private and separate from our OOC from here on out. So I'll start a PM.