*sigh*

And what should I do with the roleplays im in? The ones im GM of? While I have awesome co-GMs, my word is final on serious issues. I usually can reply in the morning, but with some roleplays I prefer to take more time in writing a post to make it decent and to figure out how to reply. If I didn't have roleplaying or reading, I'd fell like...I'm being sucked into the ground. It's how I escape. So no, I cannot give it up even for a short time. That sounds totally dependent. but of course the last Time I did that, even if it was for five days the site went down and here we are. 

I did not mean to make you feel like a jerk nor for the guilt trip. I was merely stating that a large portion of roleplayers (at least a those i roleplay with) have things they have to do. Even if it was a round about way of doing so and a bit of a whinge feast on my behalf.

Also timezones play a part. It's late here, I'm tired and after I finish catching up on roleplays, I'm going to bed.