"You still think very little of me/Illiendi and I'll know Amano will always look down on Illiendi if he ever shows any other way of thinking than Amano's."

That's not fair. I do not think little of you, or him. I don't expect him to just suddenly bend to Amano's way of thinking. Not ever. I swear to you, on all things that make me breath, that Amano reacted honestly. I wrote through his eyes at how things appeared to him. I took out the posts because it honestly hurts to write her knowing how you feel about her. Knowing that all she's doing right now is upsetting the plot. You don't like her, Illiendi doesn't like her, and as long as she continues to be a part of the plot I will feel pain when I'm writing, and I RP to enjoy myself, not hurt. I understand the cultural differences, I understand being raised differently, and I say again Illiendi is free to think what he wants, and so are you. I just know now that when I think of writing for this RP I do not smile, I cower, and I don't like that. I think this particular viewpoint was premature, to be expressed and explored at a later date.

The fact that what I find adorable and loving you find rude and foolish does worry me a bit, but again, I think this is something to be addressed later, when we have a better feel for things, and each other. Also, Illiendi is a very confusing character. He expects to be used as a tool, wonders why Amano goes out of his way to explain things, and yet from what you said up there he would be insulted to be treated as such. A tool and a pet are very much the same in my eyes. . .I d'know. . . That quote up there, about me thinking little of you and him, and about Amano hating him for thinking differently, it's just not true. All I know is that since introducing her into the plot it has become very unpleasant for me. . . .Maybe I'm just overly sensitive since my own personal relationship is a lot like theirs. If I'm being dumb, M tells me, and if he's being lazy, I tell him. I personally hate cussing and don't do it often, neither does he, though you and I have different definitions for cussing methinks. 

If you decide to write from that point I'll have her leave on business or something and see what I can do with the shredded bits of Amano's feelings. I'll do my best to get him to explain, if Illiendi cares to listen, that he's not looking down on the him and was just struck with the suddenness of it. . .I really like RPing with you, but as long as Laiza is around, for this RP at least, all I wanna do is cry because I feel I seriously messed up by bringing her in. . . .