She shook softly. "I... I've seen what happens after vampires lose control just once. I've seen men kill women because they 'blacked out'. I don't want to kill people... I... I don't want to be like the man who turned me... At all... I-I'm just gonna go to the shop. I know a few recipes to get the scent of blood off me. I just... I needed advice... I'm sorry..." She looked down at her hands.