Cattypea frowned at Marinette tried to explain what she had meant. In a way, she could understand it. The game gave them a way of exploring, challenge and surviving, without risking their lives, enabling them to do things that seemed impossible in real life, in a world that did indeed seem real. But now....they could die quite easily. 

"We aren't recklessly going out to fight monsters" she said suddenly, her voice tinted with anger. "But rather to survive. I want to be of some benefit to the group, and I can't do that when I have a lower level then nearly everyone. I don't want to be a burden. I would have gone out by myself, but its a better bet to go out as a group. Safer" she shrugged, glancing down. Conflict was hard for her. She bit her lip, then sighed heavily.

she looked over to Hazard, and managed a smile, nodded "yeah, you do"