So Xander, would you like to post right now...?

-crawls out of massive shit hole- So here's the deal, I've got three essays I've been trying to get done but they're all due next week within one day of one another. That's been slow progress. And then I have a test that is also next week and the teacher is kind of a jerk because he never goes over what he wants and just throws words at us, expecting us to find everything on our own when he won't even say what he'll be looking for (examples, definitions, spelling, etc). But I'm also dealing with the state because they're paying for tuition and books but the check for my books hasn't arrived and it's been about two months since I sent the request form and three weeks into the semester. I need the books to finish two of my essays, as well as read about 11 chapters and then another 5 chapters for another essay as well. The check came and so I tried to buy the books and of course it's made out to the wrong department (cashier's office, NOT bookstore so fuck me) so now it's being sent back and another is being reissued but the books may come late anyway so any citing will be added at the last minute and it's all crazy shit and on top of that we're still packing to move in two months and fuck it's been a crazy week and I'm sorry! falls over

I've also been spending more time with my parents because I'm getting anxiety about life and death and crap like that so I still cook and clean and commuting takes me about two hours each day so that's why when I come home, I have little energy to help, let alone log on and I hate popping on for less than an hour when I could wait and log on for an entire day. And I feel super bad for vanishing because I didn't mean to and I'm still really interested, invested and willing to continue when I can. So yes! We are ready to begin, and I need to double check over everything and check on my GMs but I am ready to get this thing moving. And again, I'm sorry about vanishing but it's just a hectic time but otherwise I would have time between classes to check. So fuck, I do understand if people are gone or drop out but I as GM, am still here and dedciated.