Fendros became quite uncertain as well about what Ahnasha was proposing. It took him a few moments to respond, as the bigger worry in his head was not with Ahnasha's family, but his own. "Ahna, you know your family better than any of us. If you think they would be happy enough to hear that your alive to look past your lifestyle, our condition, and me, well, then I don't see why not. Keep in mind, though, Llarasa may be young, but she's open minded. Monderyn used to be my best friend as well as my brother and you saw how he reacted. I don't want you to go through with finding your family if they would be similarly upset." Fendros leaned his head on Ahnasha's shoulder and sighed, looking discouraged, "As for my parents, they are a product of old Morrowind ideals. I don't think they would accept you, and I'm afraid that, if we met, we would all walk away worse off. I'm sorry, I think the lie is better there." Fendros angled his head up to Ahnasha's eyes, "How would you go about finding your family? What would you say to them?" Nearby on the opposite seat, Sabine slowly let go of Lorag's bulk to lean over to Meesei and murmur a question. She didn't want to disturb Ahnasha and Fendros' conversation, even though she could hardly hear it. "Meesei, can we see if there is a letter from Ariel at Bruma? That is where I told her to send a letter next when I wrote to her in Leyawiin."