Ahnasha shook her head slightly. "I didn't say they would be happy." She commented, her tone solemn and serious. "Don't you see? It's not about making them happy, for my family or yours. I think that my family is going to be furious with me, especially if I put them through as much pain as I fear. As for what I am, they might disown me and think of me as a failure who betrayed their trust for the rest of their lives. I don't expect it will go well, but...I think it's worth it. Like I said, I just don't want to keep up this lie anymore, even if it ends with my family hating me. You remember what your sister said about your Father, how he changed after he thought you died? Your loss hurt him, and from what Llarasa said, he hasn't gotten better. He might be blaming himself for your death and thinking he failed somehow. Don't you think he has a right to know the truth? Like you said, it will probably end with most of your family hating you and disowning you, but...maybe it will let them get their lives back together again? Maybe they will end up pushing all of their hate and sadness off onto you, and not onto each other. Maybe, for both of us, that is a sacrifice we will have to make to put our families right again?"

Meesei too heard Ahnasha and Fendros' conversation, or at least enough of it to get a sense of what they were talking about It had serious implications, but she would wait to give her input until after they actually reached a decision. For the moment, she smiled and nodded to Sabine beside her. "We can certainly look and see. How about we head straight to the couriers' office as soon as we reach the city? Also, I think [i]you[/i] should be the one to find their office. You will need to ask around to find it."