She frowned, looking down as she felt her emotions well up. A slight, unrecognizable accent slipped into her voice. "It's not jus' being drunk though." She thought carefully through what she was going to say next, minus the final part where she SHOULD have decided to not say it. "I wanted to do that before I was drunk too. Bein' drunk was jus' a confidence boosta I guess. 'Robably woulda done it sober too, but taken much longer." [i]Which would have been for the best[/i], a tiny voice in her mind whispered, but she pushed it back. Too late now. Her mood changed from determination to prove her point to downcast. "'M sorry if I made you uncomfortable."