[quote=@The_written_John]
Sorry, i use those emoticons pretty much all the time in order to pitifully mask my own self loathing and deep depression, use to be a common trait one of my close friends use to have which always made me smile even when i was feeling suicidal, until he died of a heart attack about 3 years ago when i was 16

Hooray for incredibly depressing real life backstory information im saying for no reason other than me feeling kinda depressed today for no reason... Heheh... Heh...

Sorry guys...
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That's okay, boyt. No judgments here.