The first 2 out of the 4 have happened when I started out roleplaying myself. As for the other two, I'm afraid to make up a story or plot because it might not appeal to others, therefore I haven't even thought about GMing one of my own yet. Second, I'm nervous usually when I post for my character in an rp because I'm afraid that I didn't write carefully but instead carelessly, being said that might tend for the rp to lack of others posting and instead leave it to rot and die. I mainly want to work on my writing skills if anything, making it very illustrious and tasteful, and hope that with every post I become better at it.