Crimson looked at him sadly and then looked down at her lap. "I didn't know what to do Alex. You were dying, I didn't want you to die. I wasn't expecting her to take that from me. I was expecting it to end up this way. It hurts that I'm hurting you and I still care about you" She said before standing up and kissing him lightly before backing away. There was nothing, nothing at all. No happiness, no giddy feeling, it was like that part of her was dead. "I think I should go."