Well, I'm about to gush to spam.

This is risky.

For all my life I've been a Non-Denominational Christian. A firm believer that Jesus Christ died on the Cross for our sins and rose from the dead 3 days later and ascended to heaven. Both my parents are Christian. I went to a catholic school for a good portion of elementary school. We went to church everyday. We don't go to church that often anymore, but we still believe, right? Well I'm not sure. As I get older the more I re-evaluate my beliefs, what I thought, what I've learned, what I know. I look at the world in a different way than I did 3 years ago. I find myself more open than I used to be, not so uptight about things like Religion or Sexuality. I used to hate gay people because people told me that God hates them, but I've gotten over that and I think that's just close minded hate clouding morals. I find myself laughing more at jokes that are at the expense of Christianity, not acting offended or disappointed. I just feel like... I don't know where I'm at with my religion. I live in a Mormon community and saying "Goddammit" offends them super bad (If you've ever met a devout Mormon, you know exactly what I'm talking about) And I feel like that sorta batshit spin on Christianity is sort of driving me away. I dunno. I still believe, I can just feel it...wavering. Y'know?