" Ailen " She tried to shout but it was a whisper Celaena didn't even have the strength to look at Rowan, she just wanted to die here and be done with the feeling, she softly closed her eyes to a memory she was happy in, fifteen years ago, she enjoyed that time.. her time with Chaol, working contracts for the crow prince of adarlan, but mostly her time with her lover Sam Cortland. "Rowan.. take Aery.. leave me" She said to Rowan Rowan felt sorry for both of them, but didn't show it, he followed Celaena's order and walked over to Aery "Come on Lass, the guy outside will help Celaena " He said as he picked her up, in his arms stretched length ways, so she wouldn't feel as much pain and begun walking away from Celaena.