Don't gotta apologize to me. Shit happens, and you gotta know that I knew you'd be back. It's a relief to me that you're okay, more than anything. I was getting more worried than angry (I guess maybe that's a weird thing for a stranger to say?) I hope stuff starts going a bit more smoothly for you in your life. And when you're comfortable going forward with this, I'll be around. If that's, like, tomorrow, then hey even better, yeah? Just pace yourself. And next time you foresee something like this happening, maybe you can pop on for 5 minutes and say "Hey guys going through some shit right now" instead of spending all that time watching Top Gear? :p