Michael silently nodded as he too tried to look at the stars, "Sometimes they are hard to see...." he sighed and looked towards Araya, "I'm sorry for how I acted in there. I was being selfish and really inconsiderate again."  Taking a deep breath he tried to speak rationally again, "I just don't know what being chose means and what I have to do... and it scares me" he shook his head and stretched whilst walking towards the door.
"I am going to get some sleep, we have a long journey tomorrow" he smiled as he disappeared. Once he reached his bed he slid into the bed and covered his face with the duvet to block out the light.
[i]Can I really fall asleep with all this shit in my mind?[/i] he tossed and turned most of the night but eventually falling asleep.