[quote=@Darkraven]
You seem to regard me as a simpleton-adolescent.

Nah, Anime doesn't appeal to me. I can't remember the last time I willingly watched anime (my younger cousins dragged me into it once but...). It wasn't their tradition and samurai and the JSDF. I wanted to try emulating the Japanese spirit a bit, inasmuch as I know it. And the reason why I kept playing the same character is because I didn't get to really play him, explore him. Instead, the RPs kept dying on me.

You know, playing as an African ultramarathon runner was one of my considerations. But I'm going to need to take time out from roleplayerguild. Again.
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I regard you as someone I don't quite understand, but that's neither here or there. I hope you find whatever it is you're looking for. There's plenty of other post-by-post sites, perhaps you should try those? It seems apparent to me that you're after something the Guild hasn't got, and if three failed RPs is the reason you're running, then I'll save you the hassle and tell you quite plainly that no matter where you go, it is always a problem. Players get bored, they get busy; GMs lose passion for their creation and become neglectful. 

No Hope is different. As a GM, I'm enthusiastic, dedicated and loyal to my players. I don't suffer AFKers, nor do I allow things to grind to a halt. This RP will continue to thrive, so long as I give the level of care and attention it needs... unless, you know, I screw up with an awful plot twist.

 I would urge you to give this a try. If it's the character issue that's stopping you, then I'm sure we can come to a compromise. I'd be happy to continue any discussions regarding your possible entry in PM form, if you'd prefer it to be away from prying eyes. 

However, if you're dead-set on leaving the guild, then I wish you all the best. See you around bud.