Avery was crying as she listened to him but sh did not believe him at all for she knows once day she will disappear she knows she will die due to verious reasons for her life has been nothing but miserable for years. "Will it...WLL IT!" She yelled a bit as more tears fell. "It never will get better life has been like this for me for years." She said to him as she trembled as she looked up a bit and true fear was shown on her face as tears streamed down her face. "Ever since my mother left everything just went down hill for me." She said to him for she never told anyone her mother just up and left her family. "Sh left us for a richer guy and i have blamed for it for years." She said to him as she tremebled more from the fear of everything that unfolded. "For years my father has blamed me for my mother leaving he went from a loving father to a man I do not reconize and a big alcoholic that does not care about me but keeps me around for some odd reason." Avery told Roland as she hugged herself and soon took her sweeater off showing how skinny she was, her ribs could be soon, she had brusing, cuts, scars, stitiches in some areas, and some of the injuries were freash. "This is what I have dealt with for years dealing with a father who gets drunks beats me and does not let me eat but yet I am kepts around to cook for him and get his precious beer." She explained t him as she put her sweater back on and hugged herself again. "Which is why my clothes are not nice and why i wear the same thing everyday." Avery said to him a she movd to the corner of the room trying to make herself smaller. "That is why I do not believe things will get better who knows one more drunk outburst can end my life so that is why I don't make friends or even try to do so." Avery finished explaining as shee stayd huddled up in the cornerr of the room.