It may be best that I go ahead and withdraw from this RP. Not because I feel angry or displeased with this RP its of personal situations in real life for this reason. 

I am currently battling major depression in real life. It gotten so scary the other day I just felt like dying. I have no intentions for suicide but I am not mentally healthy right now and I need to straighten my life out to avoid myself from thinking such thoughts again. 

 Plus I have been running on a machine schedule for the past month of getting up at 5:30 and going to bed at 12:00pm- 1:30Pm at night just to get back up and repeat the grind. 

I am just not really well right now either mentally or physically so I am sorry everyone but it may be best that I do step back now from big RPs right now.