I can understand. I took a break from RPs for a while to get things sorted out. Be careful and get some sleep. Running yourself into the ground isn't healthy. Though I should talk, I have a similar schedule. But thankfully I do not suffer from depression. I have however seen the effects it can have since I have family that have varying degrees of depression. And talking with them the best advice they have is to seek help. It may not always be what people want to hear but it's their first hand experience.