So I started writing mine today, and I realized that if it was going to be this character -- and it has to be her -- then I had to give some backstory explaining what makes the situation so bad, since, you know, she's kind of got a deathwish already. Anyway I wrote up a summary of the backstory and now once again I'm bummed out that I have to kill her. Buuuuuuuuuuuut at the same time....... it might be better this way, if I'm honest.