Alexis shook her head "It's not a matter of 'believing in myself', it's a matter of ability verses preference." she said as she took her Exia out and looked at it. "I know I could build something great, and perfectly capable of getting me to the world stage, but I'd have to give up the kind of battle I get the most fulfillment out of to do it." she said as she set Exia down on the flat part of the railing. "I know 'we' can't continue like this" clearly meaning her and Exia with her use of 'we' "I can see the limits of the 'sleeper' build coming up fast, so I need to do something to stay competitive, I just donno what."