Life may not always be great and there will be a lot of people out there who will put you down.

But there's just too much to learn, explore, and try in life to let the negatives bog you down. I am constantly trying something new and working on the skills I do enjoy into mastery. From writing to photography, I crawl at my own pace to get a tiny bit better than I was yesterday. These small increments mark my existence in this world because I am the one doing them.

Sure, I get yelled at for botching things up (on a professional level). I get bad anxiety when I have to deal with certain situations that I know I am not good at. People will say the worse things to you sometimes out of frustration. And times do get tough because life happens and life comes with no precautionary signs.

But all of that to me is part of the experience of living. All these experiences good or bad have taught me to be better. That for me is enough for me not to consider suicide. I feel that at the end of the day I will be a better me and more prepared to handle whatever life decides to send my way.

I'm glad you're able to reach out to any of the users on this forum and I hope someone will write a response that will relate to your experience.