Also an atheist, and as much as I hate bring up religion, it's to make a point this time.

If praying or going to church is what helps you out, and makes you a bit happier at the end of the day why not do it? Everyone, religious or not, has something that helps them out, and if it doesn't hurt anyone (yourself included) then do it. It shouldn't be used as a crutch, just something to soften the blow of everyday life. But this isn't about religion this is about doing what you want and if teaching isn't cutting it don't do it.

Find out whatever it takes and I mean whatever it takes, to do what makes you happy, this life is your only chance to do so. It won't be without it's stresses a long the way but if it's what you want it'll be worth it. I know that's been said before but that is what it takes sometimes, the more positive reinforcement the more you'll really feel like wanting to do it.

So what're you waiting for? Get this party started.