But believing that you can completely redirect everything about civilization and the real world because you are abused IS, in essence, one of the signs and sins of the style of SJW feminism that you profess to be fighting against. It is the female rape victim who chooses to blame her crime on all men everywhere, or in the reverse, it is the white man walking home from work at night who is mugged in the ghetto and decides to take his frustration out by becoming a violent racist. I understand that abuse sucks, and I am sorry that you had to go through it, but that does not give you leave to become a revenging crusader or anything like that. That is what supervillains do. Remember that an eye for an eye makes the whole world blind.