Tholo walked until he found the usual bar he went to drink. It was a relatively well known dive bar, mostly based around loud metal music. Being able to numb his senses was the only way he could feel human and that was what he intended to do. He took his usual place at the bar sitting on a stool and motioning the bartender over, who seemed to recognized him.

"Tholo, so usual today?" the bartender asked, Tholo responded with a shake of his head.

"No. Give me your strongest stuff Steve, I want to get as close as I can to knocking my ass out," he said. The bartender returned with a bottle and glass but Tholo grabbed the bottle and three money on the bar top."Keep the change." He bent his head back and poured the liquor down, burning his throat in sweet relief. He could get drunk but for a werewolf it took a lot more then a regular human. He probably over exaggerated what he wanted to the bartender, he wanted to be buzzed though and hopefully just try and forget the day but somehow he doubt that would happen.

"Hey Steve you got a cig and light?" he asked the bartender, knowing the guy smoked, he reeked of the stuff.

"Um yeah but you don't smoke?" Steve the bartender said. Tholo passed some more money to him ",It comes and goes." Tholo responded taking a cigarette and lighting it. It had been quite some time since he smoked, probably a century but today was just full of surprises. He tok a drag on the cigarette and blew the smoke out, the smell of smoke making his sense of smell numb with the sound of the place drowning out most of the other sounds of the world. He felt like shit, he felt human.