I'll make this simple, if we point something out to you it's not up for debate or compromise. You can't be a bit of something and also be pathological about it. Pathological is obsessive. There's no such thing as 'a bit obsessive'. If you are a pathological coward, you do not face challenges head on or 'without prejudice'. Those statements contradict each other. Not to mention that facing a challenge 'without prejudice' doesn't make any sense from a literary standpoint. - - - - - - - Also, if you are having issues with your work disappearing in the edit just copy and paste your entire previous post into the edit box.