[@Loony]Amber had told her? Where exactly did he go after storming away from the temple? It couldn't have been too far, she assumed. Hopefully the big orange gem would return soon.

Then she froze.

[color=fff79a][i]"Everyone who was there did all the could to prevent her fate. I'm certain of it."[/i][/color]

The papers in her hands began to crumple, her body shaking with increasing visibility as the time quickly passed. She said nothing. 

[color=fff79a][i]"You needn't not blame yourself for what happened. You did all you could."[/i][/color]

She shook more, her head now shaking in silent denial. [color=00aeef]"No... I..." [/color]She couldn't form the words. The memories returned to her and she was becoming more and more weak.

[i][color=fff79a]"You never did anything wrong."[/color][/i]

Her head shook violently, her hair moving with it and could easily be seen over the papers. [color=00aeef]"I wasn't..." [/color]Still, she could not speak.

[color=fff79a][i]"Not now, not then."[/i][/color]

[color=00aeef][b]"NO!"[/b][/color] She shouted at the top of her lungs, the papers falling to the ground. Her crying and sobbing face could now be seen by everyone who watched her. 

[color=00aeef]"I didn't do anything! I wasn't even there until the monster began it's attack!" [/color]She could not keep to herself any longer. The reserved and almost silent person who had been existing for the last month was no more, only what was curled up inside her shell. [color=00aeef]"The only thing I did was [i]WATCH[/i] as Howlite's gem was shattered! There is nothing that I did that could be used to defend me!"[/color] She had wandered away from the group without a word when they got to the other kindergarten. She should have stayed. She should have fought. The only reason they were still alive was because of Bloodstone. If it weren't for him, they all would have been shards scattered on the ground.