Hey guys, I'm so sorry for just abandoning you like this. I was waiting to see if I could get the balance right with uni but a couple of weeks in and I've still got that 'thin ice' feeling. It's killing me that I can't be here to help or take part. I'm still lurking about though so I felt you deserved this. I'm not going to say I'm gone though because I've said that a couple of times in the past and came slinking back (I want to do that now, really) but just didn't want to leave you guys hanging.