[@boomlover]

I'm in horrible amounts of pain and can't do anything really. I can't drive or lift things. I can't sit, lay, walk or stand without pain. I'm taking meds up the wazoo which make me slow and unfocused while I am trying to get everything done. I'm just bothering everyone it feels like. My job is extremely hard now. My hubby is under a lot of stress at his job which makes him sensitive to everything so he ends apologizing for everything which makes me feel bad. I just feel like a mess T.T