Ooc: I wrote this out but it didn't save! So annoying 

Kestrel didn't think about being almost undressed with Jube. He'd been a part of her life so long that she saw him as family. If only she could know what he felt for her,  maybe she would have been more considerate of his feelings. 

However, she began to worry. As she moved in the water, she watched him, worrying and wondering. How could she protect him? He wouldn't need her soon, for he would be able to protect himself and everyone else he chose. He wouldn't need her trailing about after him.

She could learn magic. Maybe if they learnt it together? He'd offered, but she worried she would be no good and it and then what would he think?

She swam to a shallower part of water, where she could reach floor with her hips barely reaching the surface.  She gestured for him to join her, asking him of crouch, gently beginning to wash his hair. It was all she could think to do for him.