How did one explain just how hard it was to know someone so intimately just from a look? How did he describe how painful it was, to experience a whole life time in seconds? Harry didn't think he could.. ""You don't understand, I can see people's lives when I look in their eyes. Feel what they have felt, see what they have seen, experiene what they have experienced. Can you imagine your own life, everything, and having to experiene it all in seconds? And it's always with me, every single life I have experiened. It's always there, the voices,the personalities, the memories. Sometimes I don't know reality from what's in my head, sometimes I don't know if something is my idea, or someone else's. I'm terrified of being near someone, of being forced to look in someone eyes, or to get close to someone. I'll either live through the next few years, or go crazy, or die" Harry curled his hands into fists, feeling ill just thinking on it, and looked down at his desk again. Dr.Meidan looked across the class, clearly waiting for quite as she did so, studying the students, leaning against the desk at the front. [@Eviledd1984]