Harry shrugged "my father is a good father and that's all that matters, isn't it?" He didn't know if Nicolas heard him though.

"That's a good clinical way of describing fear" the doctor said, with a smile, "the trouble with clinical is it makes everything cold. How can one describe the bone numbing, heart pounding fear that can come over you, or the sweat inducing, panicky feeling it can bring? You must experience it, after all" she said, "the human mind is so complex, we may never truly understand the e((ect fear has"