Cecil felt so confused, he didn’t know whether this was his destiny. If he was supposed to do this fighting stuff with them then how was he supposed to stop himself from trying to kill others if things got too rough? He was surely in trouble now, if he grew into too much of a killer he would only end up risking his friendship with these people even more. Nobody wanted to be around a man like Remus, nevermind a robot that was fully capable of great destruction like that. It made him feel pretty sad that he might end up doomed to a life of nothingness if he scared them off, especially after finding out how important it was to have friends. Even Ethan didn’t really know how to answer him, only making the remark that he could be a protecting Machina. “But…when I attacked that creature I really wanted it dead, like I was using it as practice before getting to the river man”, he spoke slowly, feeling a little low power now that he had stopped fighting, “Is it possible for someone like me to get stronger through practice…?”

He really didn’t know what he was supposed to do or feel about this situation, only that he had to probably keep going and see what might happen in the future. He didn’t know how long he could last, but it couldn’t be too long if he had managed to freak out and nearly attack Nymira with a fairly aggressive attack only managing to lead to this. If he kept going down the route he was going he would probably do more than shoot out electricity in quick bursts. Looking to Amuné at the mention of caring about him he could only stare at her in confusion, not fully understanding what such a thing meant. Maybe they liked having the fire power behind them, but otherwise he didn’t think he had contributed much to warrant them wanting to care about him like another person might want to care for a living being. Staring at Amuné and Nymira as they talked together he only found himself confused over that too, not really understanding why it was a negative. “I don’t think I’m a Magi. Someone made me like this, after all”, he spoke, slowly rolling over onto his side, “I need to power down until the sun comes up. I need solar energy after that…”