First and foremost, I'm not looking for a killer DM. I could be that myself if I wanted. Also, you lost me on tone, and I think everyone, such as [@Natsu] and [@Windicator] should agree on these things.

But seriously, if you've got it in your head that willy-nilly no reason killing of the party is something you want to do, then I would have to seriously ask you to consider stepping down as DM and letting someone else take over.