Elann nodded to her sister as she said that forgiveness was a hard thing to get. She took in a deep breath and let it out. She said that Noah didn't get upset easily, that he didn't yell or get angry, all of which she had led him into. Elann had taken all the blame upon herself and played over the hem of her clothes in quiet sadness from it. It almost sounded like from Aimee's point of view the relationship was over, but had a tiny bit of hope. Elann wasn't sure at that point.

With Yahal, a promise could be broken if both parties were in agreement, but divorce was a bit more serious. Elann didn't want to divorce him, and it seemed like Aimee thought Noah was just sticking around because he didn't want to break another breaking. That hurt most of all, even if she said that he loved her. She loved Noah completely and wanted to make everything right. She just felt helpless though. Only time would tell if her husband would ultimately tear their bond or if the space she gave them would heal their relationship. She felt trapped in a box with nowhere to go. If she went closer to him, he only seemed more annoyed. If she opened up to how she was feeling, he only got mad. If she shared her culture or any real aspect of herself with him, it would end in pain. She couldn't be sure anymore if that was how he was or if that was how she made him. Feeling extremely depressed, Elann gave a small smile to her sister and patted her on the arm as she opened her book. It was a sign to Elann that she was done talking.

"Well...thanks for listening, and I know you love your brother, that you are looking out for him. We do love each other. We are just having some hardships right now. I want to do what it takes to make it right though. I'm sorry you've had to experience this. I'm sure it has been more than awkward for you."

Elann then rose and moved to the back of the wagon. 

"I hope he sleeps better on the rugs," she said lovingly as she looked to him. It pained her in her heart to see him injured again, but after a small sigh, she looked back up to Aimee.

"I'm going to walk ahead today I think."

With that, she made her way out the back of the wagon and moved out ahead of the wagon train. They were just getting lined up to head out, and Elann started down the road after giving Aimee a little wave. Once out of sight, of the caravan, Elann shed tears of the pain in her heart for what she had done and the lacking hope that lingered around their relationship like a stormy cloud.