[@Cynder] And the salt in my wounds isn't burning anymore than it used to It's not that I don't feel the pain, it's just I'm not afraid of hurting anymore And the blood in these veins isn't pumping any less than it ever has And that's the hope I have, the only thing I know that's keeping me alive - Last Hope, Paramore (The whole song's just inspirational, totally worth reading the full lyrics :3)