[@Overlord24] all I ask is you try. Free role play might allow less then a paragraph but the GM is allowed to demand whatever they wsnt. I am pretty laid back bur it's hard to respond to a sentence or two. 

[@Always] I'm sorry to hear your struggling. Hang in there. Overload is right when he says there are things you can do but personally I wouldn't take his/her suggestions. I think they would make things worse nor better.