I don't want to be that guy but I think you may have attachment issues that happen to people online and especially in the role-playing community. You need to separate yourself and realize how things go, Rp's die all the time and that sucks but if you get legitimately upset about it that's a sign of a bad social disorder that can lead to depression and suicide. You're persistent about this Rp being important over real life, would you not leave this guild or any website forever in the face of one thing in real life that you need? 

It's online, people will always disappear without a chance of warning, and the more upset and angry you get about it makes me think you need help or you're like 13. You need to start seeing what actually matters here, because I and probably almost anyone else would abandon an Rp to work and help close friends grieve because the feelings of strangers saying "that sucks" when an Rp drops is nothing in significance to the people who care about you. You can keep going, and insist I'm an asshole, I'll stop replying if it'll make you feel like you've won or you're right. Bottom line is here people are too young to care, mature enough to understand, or have common sense to know what's right. I recommend you fall into one of those.