So I've just woken up to a message from X, wondering what has happened, as he's received complaints about me, which I'm quite confused by. 

He hasn't told me the exact details, or who they were from, but told me its along the lines of making people feel uncomfortable or that they feel I don't respect the GM. 

(For some reason I can't get then scene of Mean Girls out of my head - "Raise your hand if you feel personally victimized) 

So I just wanted to attempt to clear the air a little bit. 

Now the majority, in fact all of you I think, don't know me, and haven't RP'd with me before. I can be intense, and fiesty, and I'm now assuming misunderstood. Maybe I word things oddly, or my fiestiness comes accross bitchy or rude? I really don't mean for it to. It's just my personality. And as much as I try to reel it in a little, isn't RPG supposed to be about us being ourselves and exploring ourselves? Embracing who we are, without being judged like we sometimes can be IRL? I also get very over-excited, and often too into things, which probably doesn't help me be less intense. 

If I've made anyone feel uncomfortable in any way, I really, deeply apologise. I never want to make anyone uncomfortable, as RPing should be a safe environment where you should never feel uncomfortable. 

Onto the second part; not respecting Lady A.

Now, I haven't been around RPG for quite a while, I used to be a regular, had a ton of friends, loyal RP partners, and if you notice X's tag "X and Izzy Productions", used to always make group RP's with X. I'm not really used to X making RP's with other people, so when I got a message from X asking me to come back and RP, I decided I would, as I had the time and was looking forward to letting my muse out again. 

And then boom, it's Justice, a world he and I created years ago, and another woman was running it?! Pssh! So fiesty Izzy comes out all guns blazing, determined to not like this new creation, but staying because X wanted my help with his storyline. So I stayed, and then damn. I like it. Damn. I like Lady A, this woman who I was determined at the start that I wouldn't like, and wouldn't like the way she was running Justice. 

And it's the opposite. Lady A is a great GM, running Justice really well. When she puts up world narratives, you can envision it. And I really thought that the two of us were getting along really well...so I'm still quite confused. 

But again; Lady A, if you've felt like I disrespected you, I again apologise. You're doing a great job. 

Now I'm sorry to disappoint those who complained, but I'm not leaving the RP. I also don't want anyone else to leave. The story is going great, characters are developing well, and I personally want to know who is killing all the bloody people. 

Please don't keep going complaining to X. He's trying to juggle work and keeping everyone happy in this RP, and it's stressing him out. 

Please come to me. I'm very approachable you know. I like a good chat. Usually if someone says to me "You know, that comes accross a little rude" I usually look and say "Bollocks, it does, I'll re-word it or apologise"

I have no brain-to-mouth filter (well, brain-to-fingers in this case), and usually don't realise some people take me wrong. 

So I'm sending loving, apologetic vibes to all of you who again, have felt personally victimized by DizzyIsabella. 

But Lady, please don't ironically hit me with a School Bus in the RP.