I wish I had some cool origin story for my sexual awakening like you guys but I'll tell my story anyway. (with pictures)


I've always been very hetero, I like girls with long hair and wavy dresses, and cute voices. I've always been a natural leader so Ive always preferred being in control. So even if I met a strong girl I'd always still be the decision maker. This same attitude extended beyond just romance but in all corners of life. I also always knew I was polyamorus, so while I'd be happy with one girl, I ideally would be trying to date as many as possible at once (with all of them knowing)
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Then I literally just discovered traps of the anime kind, and I was hit instantly with fascination, the idea that there were feminine guys out there who could look very attractive wearing dresses/tunics/nightgowns with soft features and long hair. The idea of dating them made me feel 'even more like a man' because it takes a real man to dominate another man (I realise how messed up that sounds but its the only way to make sense of it.) But It was still a struggle, cause In my head I dont see myself as 'Gay' or even Bi I like girls, but I wasn't able to get these new Traps out of my head.


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Now for the most part I just tried to stop thinking about it, I told myself it was just curiosity and not real sexual attraction and went back to girls. But then ON THIS VERY SITE I made the silly mistake of falling for an RP character that someone who wont be mentioned made (weve all done it). I assumed this person was girl because of how well the female character was portrayed, only to find out it was a guy who just played girls very well. And that's when the attraction was concrete. I was attracted to that 'performance' It was attractive because it was impressive. 

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So now I still consider myself straight because of my attraction to everything feminine, but with the knowledge that amazing femininity can come from a lot of different places. So I started adopting the term [i]Heteroflexible.[/i]

THE END