[@Deserted]
Okay, ehre are the answers for your questions:

1, yes I made it from phone. Gonna rewrite the shitty parts.

2, you know that meme that shows and ordinary picture with one guy that doesn't fir in the whole image? Yeah my character is THAT GUY. So as far as I am concerned my details give a PERFECT explanation from the eye of my mentally weak character

3, lol if you take me for such a pussy that I would be offended by a character dying then I feel kinda shit. If you have ever talked to any mentally disturbed or crazy person you know that they have literally nothing that ruins them, their plans, and their life/mood in general. Part from death. And the arrow to the knee is jsut yet another in character TRIVIA reference that makes my charcater a weirdo.