On topic, I guess

I had one, for a few months, and it was working out, or, at least, it seemed to be for a little while, but, the more I kept it up, I felt my feelings fading... Things seem less human to me over the internet, and a devotion of that level over this medium just ends up getting me burned. I've tried and tried, and I can't do it. I guess I'm too weak? Whatever, I applaud those who can keep up that kind of thing.

I'm happy, and have an in-person girlfriend now. I've noticed that I'm more one to hang by her, and lean on her and give her hugs a lot. Heh, I'd do anything to spend more time with her... That's the way it's supposed to be, right? Too bad that I'm less of a "guy" around her. She pokes fun at me for being in the "Girl" position when holding hands or linking arms, and, I'm a lot more shy around her. Jeez, I need to fix that... But, when I am "cool" I still feel nervous, and she punches me for the slang I use. >< anyway, this is about internet relationships... i strayed a bit off topic.