[@Rica], I don't understand how living with a couple would prevent you for speaking your mind. If they are truly your friends, then they would listen to you rather than avoid you. You can't keep thinking that things will just turn into shit if you talk about your feelings. Your life will just get more harder.

Sometimes you just got to 'show your hand' as I would always say and take a risk in life. Taking risks in life can have far greater awards than taking the 'easy road'.